Author Archives: Brownnies Blog

What are you doing to stay sane? For me that probably has to be yoga sounds dumb but the benefits are endless. I simply stretching out for five minutes a day helps relieve tension in your body and just allows yourself to focus on something other than what is going on in the world. SinceContinue reading “YOGA”

At the end of the day it all comes down to where your heart resides. At times your heart and feel heavy weight down by the world around you. I never truly understood being alone and being lonely until this year. The biggest lesson I’ve learned in the biggest pill to swallow is the onlyContinue reading “Big pill to swallow.”

I know this is overplayed in a way but I still have a lot to say. Coronavirus has not only changed so many things, my senior year, prom etc. that will not change how I look at things in life though. I think the hardest part about this is the time I have to thinkContinue reading “RIP senior year”

The last couple months of my lifetime I have not only been a living hell but I have taught myself who I want to be and how to achieve that. With the passing of my dad a weight was lifted, not having to worry about the small things and how he was doing. I learnedContinue reading “Insight”

Do you ever feel lonely wrapped by your thoughts? Do you ever feel blue from hearing the word cancer?  Do you ever tear up a little driving when dreams play? Do you ever feel so deeply for something then have it ripped from beneath you? Do you ever wake up each night shaking from theContinue reading “Do you ever?”

I wish we could go back. Before the pandemic when we were happy and free. It has only been 8 days since we got back from Mexico and things are different. The hardest part of this to swallow is how fast things grow and develop. The US has the most cases of corona in theContinue reading “It’s Corona Time”

Today I had a panic attack. For those who do not know, my dad passed away from cancer less then a couple months ago and talking about him in anyway just brings up a lot of emotion. He was my world and not being able to call him or talk to him kills me. TheContinue reading “Anxiety”

I think the loss of my dad has caused me to have a new outlook on situations. Not only have I ran away from my social life but I constantly am left wondering why and who the hell I am. My life is so different and I just want one solid thing to hold onContinue reading “Love me”

You are strong, you are enough. Listening to these words come out of my mothers as I stared into space trying my absolute best to hold back my tears. A teacher came up to me today and told me I looked exhausted, and in fact I am. I am so tired of never being happy,Continue reading “Behind it All”

You never know what type of things someone has going on. You don’t know the hurt they feel. Check in on them. Talk to them. Someone with depression wont speak out, they hide behind a “I’m fine I promise” but they are not. It is ok to not be okay.No one can truly see howContinue reading “Be kind”