Side note- this is a rant so take it how you perceive it and let the rest be received.
I’m so over it. I am over always pretending and painting on some face that isn’t at all how I feel inside. I’m tired of society not accepting such behaviors and calling you out as a weak individual bc you had a bad day or have depression. I’m over people treating me like I’m less just because I’m sad or mad or even emotional in general. I’m just completely and flatly done with the bull shit. I don’t want any more fake relationships that end up in me getting hurt because I am selfless and the people I associate are mostly selfish. I hate it. The stigma. The fucking stigma of loosing a parent. Just because he’s gone and just because I post something that is only for me and my healing dose not mean I am suicidal or need help. I’m stable I am sane I am just dealing with a lot of guilt and regret and the one person who I want to talk to is gone. So yes honestly I’m over the shit. Same shit different week. I’m so done being used. Like I need people who can give me the same energy. Idk I am just lost I guess or whatever anyone else has to say. I know deep down my feelings are valid and bluntly don’t give one shit what anyone else’s has to say about the way I feel. No one knows your feelings but yourself and maybe that is for the best.
Balanced Butterfly 