It’s really not the same without you. I can’t seem to wrap my head around why it had to be you. I love you and just wanna say that I miss you. I really appreciate the way you raised me and being not only my best friend but my dad too. You have showed me so many amazing things and I can’t tell you enough thank you. I miss your voice and just being able to talk to you. I hate cancer and am so sorry you had to go through all of that. You are amazing and never ever deserved the pain and suffering that came with the cancer. I think a part of me is glad you are not in pain but a huge part of me is lonely. I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to. I feel like people don’t understand. I haven’t been eating or sleeping. I don’t know why. It’s the only thing I have control over. I wish you were here dad. No one got it like you.again I love you.
